Lisa world 🌎

Just lay in bed sad can mad at myself let thing get this way try trust him say stop talking the ex but no the one behind him ever since we got together been hard trust him .. pray God bring light into my life someone better God ask you for your help

In beginning  didn't tell me was marry they do have paper  Separated find out who wife was me and her had past over another one time   but has been see over year done family thing with him since last year time walk  late August got to much for me all mind games he drive all way Wilson get me never ask him did send message if you ever decided  give me and him second chance I gave him that accept his sorry been going through his phone find message between him and kisty

Let see on valentines days it was okay but got flower bear candy  take me to place call homestead got a 12 oz steak dinner spend about $25 was good then we come that was it see want real flower got fake flower that fine but what through  behind it that fine...after start being but to me when after being  mean to me idk what it is just don't know what going happen between me and him anymore make comment at some point got start moving  on because some reason know he use me but something that have find out on my own 

What talk about there alot when feel like can not do anybody with my life just like the person I with thing seem any good to him do things for everybody in the home wash and dry clean the house up there time do get lazy say call me name not really do so much around everybody eles what about the only time got time for myself when wake up take shower  that only time his mood change nice to me when get my check 3rd of month had almost now only 145 did have 307 now very low things very hard on me try be there for his children  ...if things don't work between me and him don't know where go don't have place go to same time been with this person over year now been there for him and his children don't if me and him don't work out idk what tell anyone but hide me from people don't post on fb or like hide shit from when fine get me say being petty in way yes and no but the one been help every since April more then all his woman help him buy car yeah pay me back things not

Being heart broken so many time to point never want love again now ya in way not really my because  he someone eles but share home with someone that sill marry but idk crazy but learn through all this how strong has person I am emotion know . Know there another people he talk to all time ya bother me but it okay know not okay ask God what hell am I doing my life so private to point can not really talk anyone about what been going with me for over year been on family trip.with this man and holiday being there for him more ways then anyone so yeah all this female sill  but end day I the one been mostly ...then anyone so all is in god hands  if ever been through this let me know thanks for reading my blog .

behind there girl love with all her heart even when things are not perfect learn get up everyday have time for you when someone say no speck up yes I can behind girl tears of being let down all time by anyone trust around you show more caring for someone that love with all heart know sometime her heart being betrayal by she know in heart make her stronger  person make me her fight lot more